Revelation

i have been wondering the last few days, if i should post this or not.

i may not include photos but i will wait and see.

i went out with my mother on wednesday, i wore an outfit i thought was cute. grey jersey maxi dress with a vintage lilac shirt tied up under my bust with sleeves rolled up and little white pumps. i'd worn this while i was pregnant and had been told i looked lovely, i was only 6 months with a slight protrude at the front!

i thought it's bound to look ok now. i was lucky that during my pregnancy i only gained 10kg but i'm still heavier now than i was before, after have a c-section and jasper not breast feeding, well my body is still slightly lumpy and bumpy.

i asked mum to take some pics of us as it was a lovely sunny crisp winters day and we were walking through a lovely park, my intentions were to share this 'cute' outfit with you. i don't claim to be the next big fashion icon i am just a normal girl not too flashy not a hard core vintage thrifter but i think i have some sense of style that maybe someone will appreciate.

well mum took some pictures, one of which was from behind!!!!! needless to say my love handles and panty line could be seen a mile away! I felt ashamed to have got dressed and walked out of the house looking like this! (i really need to buy a full length mirror)

thus bringing me to my revelation that i really need to zumba more often, watch what i eat a bit better and re evaluate my wardrobe and maybe stop hanging onto things in the hope i will fit them again. like my favourite alice mccall grey jeans which are a size 8 and i'm now a size 13 =( which i have had for years!!

rant over.... have a lovely weekend xo